step through the door to begin the tour.
to your left,
you can see
children being taught history.
don’t mind the soaking books,
that’s just bleach.
quit your looks,
we wouldn’t want them to
get any ideas, would we?
oh, those ripped pages?
don’t worry your pretty head,
it’s just what women did.
not that important, now, is it?
after all, this is the ministry approved curriculum,
and we can’t be blamed if the bare minimum
simply includes white men.
glossing over unpleasant parts
is us thinking about poor hearts.
genocide is an ugly word,
we wouldn’t want to tarnish
our beautiful country, right?
that
let us imagine.
she's fourteen years old.
her step-father decided to
get better acquainted with her
between the sheets.
she clutches her womb
and heaves over a chipped sink.
no, she's twenty-three years old.
a stranger in an alley
saw her beauty and he was
no longer human.
she tries to scrub him away
in the shower, bleeding.
no, he's seventeen years old.
life is growing in the womb
he wishes he didn't have
but he does.
he clenches hands into
bloody pulp and grits teeth into dust.
no, she's thirty eight years old.
mother of three, she works
two jobs to put food on the table
and her husband is gone.
she cries at night because
she is lost.
on august 5th, 1992, steve macklin was savagely assaulted because of his homosexuality. eight metal plates and thirty eight screws were needed to hold his face together.
welcome to another wednesday
in the world of clenching fists
and looking over shoulders,
of jumping at shadows
but wishing we could melt into them.
welcome to the world of percentages,
of casual statistics and ritual dehumanization.
welcome to being queer.
welcome to "faggot",
to "no homo", to "that's so gay.
welcome to yet another day
of tongue-biting,
of instinct-fighting
and poem-writing.
welcome to broken noses,
slammed locker doors
and fading bruises.
welcome
i was born 4425 miles away from here
in a country rich with history
that is starting to disappear.
to add insult to injury,
centuries-old castles are crumbling,
falling away like our citizens
and tragically few are stumbling,
not even a backwards glance.
me? i left over ten years ago,
an anniversary marked on the calendar,
a reminder to not look back, just go.
pretend there never was danger.
pretend that we all have a better life.
pretend that our hearts are here.
pretend this is the direction in which to steer.
pretend there is no resentment.
pretend.
my mother left behind a doctorate,
my parents left behind a life of strife,
but we have
xiv. smile
my fingers tighten upon the scalpel,
my lungs heave with laborious breaths,
and i get ready for the first cut.
a y incision is aptly named.
it makes you question,
but there's no answer to the
why?
of life.
your skin comes apart easily,
revealing your heart and rib cage,
and i get a feeling of déjà vu
because i know you inside out.
i thought your heart would be still beating
because you're flushed, you look so alive.
i keep the scalp cut for last,
and it's with trepidation that i pull
your skin and finally hide that
smile that's forever frozen on lips
that i used to kiss.
in handwriting t
xiii. misfortune
my lover says,
"breaking mirrors is seven years of bad luck"
so we do not have
any mirrors in our house,
and check our appearance
in each other's eyes.
my lover says,
"a black cat crossing your path is not good"
so we have a dog
and no cat, and i make
sure to shoo the neighbour's
kitten away so my lover doesn't see
the shadow in our garden.
my lover says,
"opening an umbrella inside is bringing the bad luck inside"
so we both use raincoats
and the soaked floor is no
longer a problem, because we're
both soaked to the bone.
my lover tries to ward off bad luck,
because all the bad luck my lover needs is me.
the snowdens of yesteryear by coup-de-coeur, literature
Literature
the snowdens of yesteryear
xii. insanity
have you ever taken
a walk in the midst of
a crowd and looked over
your shoulder
more than you did towards
your future?
paranoia is not a pretty
thing, and it's a shame
that the colour suits
so many people.
so i twitch and try
to stand up and close
my fists but that just
makes my palms bleed,
and i have no more space
for crescent scars
anyway.
if i shy away like a wild
horse, it's just because
no one has tamed my mind
yet, not even i
myself.
it will always be june by coup-de-coeur, literature
Literature
it will always be june
today, i stood next to your casket,
tears streaming in a waterfall,
enough to water all the flowers
that people had brought you.
i keep your picture in my wallet,
but i never look at it,
because i don't think my heart
can bear another crack.
what you don't know
is that when they'll bury you
monday, 17th, 2013,
my heart will be thrown into
the hole, and they'll pile dirt
upon it. maybe it'll staunch the bleeding.
people say that when you die, people who loved you keep a piece of you in their hearts.
i don't think so.
i think you take a piece of our heart, and i am afraid that one day
i won't have any pieces
i am 5'10 barefooted,
and the 5" heels i wear
are to make boys like
you
insecure about women like
me.
i only want the clicking
of my heels to be like a
time bomb
for you, signaling the end of
everything.
my lipstick doesn't stain,
and my nail polish doesn't
chip, and everything about
me is made to be
perfect.
so look over your shoulder
and sleep with one eye open
because one of these days,
i
will
rule
the
world.
step through the door to begin the tour.
to your left,
you can see
children being taught history.
don’t mind the soaking books,
that’s just bleach.
quit your looks,
we wouldn’t want them to
get any ideas, would we?
oh, those ripped pages?
don’t worry your pretty head,
it’s just what women did.
not that important, now, is it?
after all, this is the ministry approved curriculum,
and we can’t be blamed if the bare minimum
simply includes white men.
glossing over unpleasant parts
is us thinking about poor hearts.
genocide is an ugly word,
we wouldn’t want to tarnish
our beautiful country, right?
that
let us imagine.
she's fourteen years old.
her step-father decided to
get better acquainted with her
between the sheets.
she clutches her womb
and heaves over a chipped sink.
no, she's twenty-three years old.
a stranger in an alley
saw her beauty and he was
no longer human.
she tries to scrub him away
in the shower, bleeding.
no, he's seventeen years old.
life is growing in the womb
he wishes he didn't have
but he does.
he clenches hands into
bloody pulp and grits teeth into dust.
no, she's thirty eight years old.
mother of three, she works
two jobs to put food on the table
and her husband is gone.
she cries at night because
she is lost.
on august 5th, 1992, steve macklin was savagely assaulted because of his homosexuality. eight metal plates and thirty eight screws were needed to hold his face together.
welcome to another wednesday
in the world of clenching fists
and looking over shoulders,
of jumping at shadows
but wishing we could melt into them.
welcome to the world of percentages,
of casual statistics and ritual dehumanization.
welcome to being queer.
welcome to "faggot",
to "no homo", to "that's so gay.
welcome to yet another day
of tongue-biting,
of instinct-fighting
and poem-writing.
welcome to broken noses,
slammed locker doors
and fading bruises.
welcome
i was born 4425 miles away from here
in a country rich with history
that is starting to disappear.
to add insult to injury,
centuries-old castles are crumbling,
falling away like our citizens
and tragically few are stumbling,
not even a backwards glance.
me? i left over ten years ago,
an anniversary marked on the calendar,
a reminder to not look back, just go.
pretend there never was danger.
pretend that we all have a better life.
pretend that our hearts are here.
pretend this is the direction in which to steer.
pretend there is no resentment.
pretend.
my mother left behind a doctorate,
my parents left behind a life of strife,
but we have
xiv. smile
my fingers tighten upon the scalpel,
my lungs heave with laborious breaths,
and i get ready for the first cut.
a y incision is aptly named.
it makes you question,
but there's no answer to the
why?
of life.
your skin comes apart easily,
revealing your heart and rib cage,
and i get a feeling of déjà vu
because i know you inside out.
i thought your heart would be still beating
because you're flushed, you look so alive.
i keep the scalp cut for last,
and it's with trepidation that i pull
your skin and finally hide that
smile that's forever frozen on lips
that i used to kiss.
in handwriting t
xiii. misfortune
my lover says,
"breaking mirrors is seven years of bad luck"
so we do not have
any mirrors in our house,
and check our appearance
in each other's eyes.
my lover says,
"a black cat crossing your path is not good"
so we have a dog
and no cat, and i make
sure to shoo the neighbour's
kitten away so my lover doesn't see
the shadow in our garden.
my lover says,
"opening an umbrella inside is bringing the bad luck inside"
so we both use raincoats
and the soaked floor is no
longer a problem, because we're
both soaked to the bone.
my lover tries to ward off bad luck,
because all the bad luck my lover needs is me.
the snowdens of yesteryear by coup-de-coeur, literature
Literature
the snowdens of yesteryear
xii. insanity
have you ever taken
a walk in the midst of
a crowd and looked over
your shoulder
more than you did towards
your future?
paranoia is not a pretty
thing, and it's a shame
that the colour suits
so many people.
so i twitch and try
to stand up and close
my fists but that just
makes my palms bleed,
and i have no more space
for crescent scars
anyway.
if i shy away like a wild
horse, it's just because
no one has tamed my mind
yet, not even i
myself.
it will always be june by coup-de-coeur, literature
Literature
it will always be june
today, i stood next to your casket,
tears streaming in a waterfall,
enough to water all the flowers
that people had brought you.
i keep your picture in my wallet,
but i never look at it,
because i don't think my heart
can bear another crack.
what you don't know
is that when they'll bury you
monday, 17th, 2013,
my heart will be thrown into
the hole, and they'll pile dirt
upon it. maybe it'll staunch the bleeding.
people say that when you die, people who loved you keep a piece of you in their hearts.
i don't think so.
i think you take a piece of our heart, and i am afraid that one day
i won't have any pieces
i am 5'10 barefooted,
and the 5" heels i wear
are to make boys like
you
insecure about women like
me.
i only want the clicking
of my heels to be like a
time bomb
for you, signaling the end of
everything.
my lipstick doesn't stain,
and my nail polish doesn't
chip, and everything about
me is made to be
perfect.
so look over your shoulder
and sleep with one eye open
because one of these days,
i
will
rule
the
world.
i was born 4425 miles away from here
in a country rich with history
that is starting to disappear.
to add insult to injury,
centuries-old castles are crumbling,
falling away like our citizens
and tragically few are stumbling,
not even a backwards glance.
me? i left over ten years ago,
an anniversary marked on the calendar,
a reminder to not look back, just go.
pretend there never was danger.
pretend that we all have a better life.
pretend that our hearts are here.
pretend this is the direction in which to steer.
pretend there is no resentment.
pretend.
my mother left behind a doctorate,
my parents left behind a life of strife,
but we have
Your peotry is so awesomely relatable, but in a way I wouldn't have thought possible. This is also the reason why I read books, which is something I do often.
eep, thank you very much! it really means a lot to me that you say that, because while i do try to make my poetry relatable, not many people actually tell me so.
ah, thanks you for both the comment and the watch, and i hope you have a great day!
oh, it's just that i looked for the original picture, couldn't find it, and just decided to put this one instead, haha. it's basically out of laziness.